<p>Info: this blog is not exclusively about weightloss. Obviously, because my.life and thoughts are far to.interesting to not be expressed in a public forum, which is private because not a person knows I do this.</p>
<p>Well I have always been one to have dreams. I know we all have dreams.but mine are vivid and real. Sometimes they are so real I can't distinguish if I actually did something or that my.mind did it. One of the oldest dreams I remember having is where the devil is trying to capture me. Actually, now that I'm trying to remember it, the dream isn't that vivid. I guess if I were into fads and acting like a total loser, I would say this was a fail. Unfortunately that's not me. The funny story is during that dream I felt pain and a feeling of not being able to breathe. The devil, I swear the devil was after me. This first premonition was wrong. Why? Simple, during my sleep I had somehow floated towards the wall next to my bed and placed mu head between the wall and my bed and proceeded to torture myself during sleep.</p>
<p>It funny how my mind works, or how the mind in general works. The dreams, how they manifest is interesting. I can't speak for others, but then again I can. One of my co-workers has a dream, which is reoccurring, wherein she kills her grandmother. What is her dream trying to tell her? I don't know I have to know her inner thoughts to know how her dream phase works. My dream phase works very simply. I dream about the stuff I want. For example I start developing feelings for a girl, when I dream and she appears we fuck, for lack of a more cool sounding term.
Another category of dream I have is that which in I have extreme guilt about something and my conscience without fail will give me a reminder of how much of an asshole I've been. The last time I quit a job I did it in an unfashionable way. No need to go into detail about it, for I may need that exit again in my life. A magician never never reveals his secrets.
Lastly, I have dreams of my fears. They are not nightmares because they are not scary, in a sense because they didn't happen... Yet. I sometimes feel that my dreams can predict the future. The last dream I had, was of this type. It's not something I wish to describe because it is a bit gruesome so I will try and describe it the best I can withoit killing the mood. Basically, someone who I was close with was mentally ill and didn't want to live anymore. I cannot see myself without this person. And that is scary.
Man dreams, I really don't like them. Why? Because I can't control them. They are my thoughts which cannot be controlled. My subconscience which is a place where no man should be. It contains the worst and my best thought. Well that's all my (conscious) inner thoughts about dreams. I'm sure later on I will describe my feelings on conscienceness. We will see.
