The Struggle.

<p>&lt;p&gt;&amp;lt;p&amp;gt;Man its a struggle out here. Mentally and emotionally. I had a rough week last week. I struggled to work out. I worked out twice last week. Whereas the weeks before I was working out twice a day five days a week. I was just burnt out. You when I say burnt out I am referring to a break down of body. You see I am very out of shape. I hate stretching and I have denied my body the benefit of the stretch. I have strained my right leg muscles from the hamstring to the glutious maximus. It is painful I am hobbled. &lt;/p&gt;<br>
&lt;p&gt;That minor injury that has leg has majority hobbled my spirit. Let me tell.you I was.mentally destroyed. I let myself use my temporary pain a a big struggle. It's not an unusual thing. I always take the easy way out. It's really kinda pathetic. But hey who are you to judge. You can find a point in your kufe where you were pathetic. I can guarantee it. I just happen to be more real with myself. I will say I am proud of myself. I Stopped. My downward spiral before I fell to far. I only went six days with out working out instead of three months. It happens to me all the time. I get working.out then something derails me and I can't get out of the rut. Last time my brothers who are physically superior to me, (I'm not jealous, I'm proud of them hell I treat then like cattle. Look at my little) made fun if me for working out during the summer. It made me give up. I have since then found an alternative. Revamping things. Since I have a problem with a leg I figure. I have been working it too hard so I am going to scale back the frequency of how long I work out in.one day in order to rehab. The point is not to give up but to make a change and not stray off of a path. This post was a little confusing all over the place like my brain. Get over it. Peace.